4.18 - 4.21 *when mr.ong come back kuantan *

4.18

mr.ong finally come back kuantan

i damn miss him...

we went to TC for a walk

its been 1,2 weeks i din go out dy

dont feel like wanna go out when he's not bside me...

hand in hand , we hold each other n walk along the beach

inhale and feel the wind of the beach..

listening to the rhythm make by the ocean 

it feel so good...

i like the feel like this...its so relaxing 

i like the feel when i with you...

4.19

mr.ong come to my house to do revision

and i have nothing to do

so i bring out my draw n colour pencil from my room,

and colour my draw...

mr.ong took this picture

LOL XD~~~~

4.20

mr.ong took me to breakfast this morning at opposite SABS that restaurant..

he same like me, like to go to that place...

the smells of the coffee

the noisy sound from those ''old men''

i like that feel in the morning...

and so my dear too...

maybe we r from the same kampung,

so that we like that feel in the morning...

no youngsters thr~ =="

only me n him.. LOL XD

bring him to Barber shop to cut hair... ^^

 ahahaha ^^ guai guai let aunty cut your hair ya... dont move ya ^^

whoa he loos tidy and (handsome) after that ^.*

night :  go to giant to  buy table with his family...

LOL his that brother see siang , always cool cool de...

without expression when i saw him...(but sometimes he bully me ) T.T

Mr.ong father told him tomorrow need to go KT

to see his grandmother

no mood... tomorrow is 21st april

how he gonna celebrate my birthday?

and how if he cant come back on 22nd?

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! 

fine... his visit his grandma is more important ..

because when i think... he's grandma will go off anytime...

she's being take care of mr.ong many years dy...

i should not be so selfish...

i dont want mr.ong got any regret ...so i let him go ...

let him see his grandma...

my birthday is not that important..

we still can celebrate in the future...

its ok its ok...

 but my heart is not okey .....

what to do...its Doomed .....

4.17 * shopping day with my dear CC *

shopping day with my dear cc today....

last time when i go shopping with cc that time, she make me wanna keep on spend money.....

but this sunday, when we shopping that time, she ask me to save money....

LOL....this lady... make me feel so confused sometime .... = = "

last time, when we go shopping, 

she will say " eh eh...fifi... that one so nice... really nice.... i think u should buy it....!! "

but now, when i say " eh cc...!! this one very nice hor... i think i wanna buy it ! "

then she will say " u ar !! better save some money laa.... dont spend so much laa...haiyo !!! "

yor... im here to tell her, 

"CC, u really influence me a lot laa .....><" "

 

because u're my best friend.... forever...

so that i easily get influence by you... ^.*

she's going to melacca to study dy....

dont know whether still got chance to shopping with her again or not.....T.T

im here to tell her, GAMBATEH for her study...GOODLUCK...

and be SUCCESSFUL in her future....

ALL THE BEST my dear CC~ =')

4.13 * drawing drawing drawing....nothing to do *

i have nothing to do since i come bac from PLKN....

my life is so dark.......dark...... dark....... = = "

LOL..... my daily activity is sleep...eat.... and hanging on the phone.... 

a hyperactive girl like me, sit in a situation like this will drive me crazy... (really gonna crazy)

when always i want to step out my front door, my mum sure give me a bad sight...

and then i hav no mood to go out dy....( she was like a tiger ><")

haiz.... i only go out when mr.ong come back... 

this is what i do when boring.... ><" simply draw picture... 

>>>>>>>>>>>  next story  <<<<<<<<<<<<

LOL...i found my angpau in my drawer.... gosh....

all is 1 ringgit de, i have 42 ringgit here....

and i arrange it ,  this is what i have.... look this picture...

i so hope that all these RM1 can change to RM 100 ....whoa.. then i can be millionaire dy...

wakakaka ^.*

4.12 * theme-less*

Saturday evening, i have a farewell party in TC 

my friend, jun jie is going to KL to study soon

he will set out Sunday morning.

we talk about uni n college ...

most of them go to TARC

jong dong, miaw2, KC, keat go TARC study..

im the only one study at INTI in my gang...

chelsea is heading to SUNWAY

when i on my way to keat house to send him back,

he said he's not willing to his mum

he's quite worried his mum ...

since he is also a single child....same with me....

i was thinking

my feeling also will same like him when the moment i move to KL

he scare his mum will feel lonely

i also scare my mum will feel lonely too..

he worry his mum,

and so i worry my mum too...

he felt sour in his heart to leave his mum,

and so i felt the same too.. 

we are the same i think.. and also KC..

we are single child, sure feel the same...

haiz... what to do...

we need to go for our better future...and sacrifice our mum...

we gotta leave them... 

but they still in our heart...FOREVER....

more 3 weeks i'll be heading to KL...

LOL i cant hold my tears when i think about it...

hope everything will be okey.... and thanks for my dear always by my side and support me...

thanks a lot dear.... i love you...

no one can replace you in my heart~~ 

LOVE you ALEX ong.....

4.07 * nightmare *

i have a nightmare yesterday night...

in that dream, i saw all my friends~

i saw vicky, saw my ns fren, saw my dear....

vicky cry and asked me, '' why u want to treat alex like this?''

my ns friend also said like this...

and i saw my dear, sit aside ...

a very disappointed face... 

i dont know what is happening ...

'' he treat u so good, y u treat him like this '' vicky said again..

i dint answer her.. 

that situation is so down,and i felt so badly...

i shock and awake......it just a NIGHTMARE .......

maybe the nightmare is a sign for me...

i dunno what does it mean..

but.... i'll treat him better...

really....felt so bad when i had that dream! !!!!

T.T

4.06 * smk AP dance competition day * T.T

7:30 am  -  my dear wake me up

8:00 am  -  willing to wake up and bath

8:14 am  - make up and set up my hair = = "

8:45 am  -  on the way to taman budaya to see my dance competition ><"

today is my school, SMKAP take part in dance competition day

cikgu tengku tell me to be there at 8:30 am, but i keep pulling time~ hehe^^

but i still in time.... luckily... ^^ huhhh  = = !!!

meet my junior and senior~

it feels like our SMKAP dance member gathering ~

the sound of laughter , 

the sound of caring,

the sound of joy,

all bounce back............ 

i love this feel,

just like when i dance in school......

we life like a big family....

we've been winning the championship for years~

but no one expect this year we lose !

GOSH !! how can this happen ?! 

''semua penari yang ambil bahagian perlu menari dalam kedua-dua tarian,jika tidak, dikira melanggar peraturan dalam pertandingan tersebut'' the judges said......

LOL!! our school really did that mistake 

1 of the dancer only dance rampaian traditional,

and 1 dancer dance etnik ....LOL ><"

because of that, we lose that competition .... = = ''

 MGS won the 1st~

this is  MGS~

4.02 ** its CHING BENG, day in Kuala Terengganu **

its ching beng today~

woke up at 4 am and travel to KT with my daddy n my mummy...

a long long journey,

but because of no many car on the road, so my daddy drive very fast

2 and half our reach kt 

reach there at 7.30 am and daddy plan to have some breakfast before go my grandma house..

but my 3rd aunty call my mum and rush us back grandma house

so we missed up our breakfast~

and when we reach thr, nothing is ready yet~ 

eldest aunty not yet come bac,

my 3rd aunt's husband also not yet come bac... ==" LOL

discussing~~~ bla blaa blaaa~~ are we ready yet? ><"

waiting for 2 hours without any food in my stomach,

and i gastric in the end~

we go to granpa ''place'' and start our work~

its been 3 years mummy dint go back to kt and she hope she can help thm to tidy up ganpa's ''place''

so rajin...... ^^*

the most valuable picture~ when my mum was a child, my granma hold her n raised her up..

and now whn my granma old, my mum hold granma hand n make sure she din fall~ T.T 

life is like that~ felt sour when i see this picture~

and this also remind me that i will hold her one day and accompany her walk through the rest of her life~

the special FOOD!! ONLY IN KT! 

 

 this is the bread with planta~ tasty!!

           

       

 this is KT laksa ^^ OMG this is a very special laksa!!

  LOL!! we go shopping at china town, and buy many stuff(food)!!@@

and this is my grandma~~she's quite old dy~~

4.01 * --- celebrating for our day PART 2 ---*

to be continued;

LOL~ what a busy day~

you can even seen alots of car on the road ~

is around 7pm now~ 

and im ready to fetch my man at the bus station~

the traffic is so jam today~ 

 see~ so jam~ so many car, and i hate this kind of situation><"

after i fetch my man,

at night around 10.30pm,

  we go for a movie at GSC ECM~~ 

HOP~~~cute post ,bunny... i think it ready for me to take a picture of it~

it named BUNNY ~ and this cute little things is extreamly damn cute!!!!!!

his's different from the other bunny~

this bunny loves drum~

he play DYNAMIC on the audition! LOL ><"

i cant control myself in the cinema and keep screaming~

(my boy keep on cover my mouth and say :dear, stop it la, i knew is cute! ><")

hhahahahaha ^^

ITS TOO CUTE LAR~~~~~!!!!

dear~ thanks ~ !! ^^

4.01 * -- its me n my dear 3rd month anniversary ! --*

its OUR day! 

the 3rd month anniversary of ALEX ONG & FIONE HOH !!!

whoa~ time goes fast~

me and my man had a wonderful life being together~ 

we also own lots of memory~

i would like to say ....THANKS dear~

thanks for everything that u had done on me~

thanks for your endure on my bad temper~

really thank you... my dear ~ 

on the midnight 1am, 1st April ,

i make a DIY card for you ~

it takes 4 hours to finish it~ 

although it take a long time to do , 

but i dint feel tired~

when i finished the card, its already 5am~

then only i feel tired~

sorry that i lie on u, i said i sleep very early,but the truth is , i slept at 5am ^^

hope u wont mind dear~

these is all i can do to show you my love for you~~ 

dear~ really thanks for everything~

i hope u like my DIY~ 

no matter how things happen , i will still love you till the my last breath~

i promise it~ 

I LOVE YOU....alex ong see chern

3.31 * a very boring day!! *

OMG~! this afternoon is the most boring day~

i dont know why....

since today is 31th ,

i planned to buy Baskin Robbin because there is 31% off ^^"
but.....haiz, i failed to buy it~ dun wan to spend money dy T.T
wuwuwu TnT
nvm, when i go to kl i sure go eat BR~ sure got chance de !!!!
i can even eat HAGEN DAZ,wakakaka^^

so so so so boring at home~ nothing to do ~
so, i make up some stupid idea~
i take my liquid eyeliner,
and draw something on my leg~
check this out~~

this is my first draw~~ hmmm added some pink color  eyeshadow....
its a lotus~ nice? hmm felt like very strange~~ ><"
so, i draw another one more~~on the other leg,
it looks like that then...

okey...this is my 2nd draw~ i think this is more better~~ =="
LOL im not pro yet~hehehe ><"
but i like to draw~
i tell myself , maybe i can do a tatoo-nist~ whao..not bad wat...
hahaha ^^V

beside that, i also want to share my little secret~
that is my make up~

hmmm.. let me intro one by one ba ^^
from left : KOSE - jungkisui refreshing lotion
KOSE - ultimate day serum
MOJOLICA mascara
high rotation lip gloss (nude)
MAJOLICA LIPGLOSS NUDE COLOUR
MAC eyeliner
FIX eye lashes glue
ETUDE HOUSE liquid eyeliner
CANMAKE blusher
MAYBELLINE  conceler
MABELLINE volume express mascara
SHU UMUERA lip gloss(white)
ELIANTO eyeshadow (pen)
SILKY GIRL pencil eyeliner (silver)
AVON pencil eyeliner (black)
KOSE eye shadow
LOREAL eyeshadow (limited edition)
ELIANTO black eye shadow


these is all my make up tools~ wakakak~ pretty much leh~~ hahah ><"